I sit in beautiful sunlight
Taking a moment to myself
Enjoying the light and taking it in
I sit there long enough and the gaze is different, lighter
I move a little to the left to get more light
Realizing
The sun is going away
It’s time for the day to end
I get up and stand in the area where the light is still shining
Trying to catch the sun..
This is what I do with my time too I feel
I keep trying to catch it
But I never really do catch it
I end up never having enough time
Makes me think maybe I need to respect my time?
Like I respect the sun
I know the time for the perfect sunlight on my window and wait long for it
So maybe for my time too I need to respect it,
Because the time I get in the day is fixed- not more,
as per my feelings and wants,
I never seem to get enough of time when I start my day late
When I become lazy thinking I’ll do it at a later time in the day
It never happens
I never get enough time
So maybe I just need to start my day early
Respect time
Plan my day according to the time I have
Because time is not waiting for me, just like the sun.