brushing it off
seeing no progress still on what you want
how can you get what you want?
maybe you can do something, thinking again..
writing something down- feeling good
getting busy with life..
still feeling good from the ways you thought about, wrote about
going about living with responsibilities and feeling drowning..
writing again, writing more this time
feeling more strongly about it
making mental notes to research about stuff..
doing the research
feeling more strongly about what you are thinking..
giving it serious thought
sketching down some plans
thinking that the plans are too far fetched..
getting busy with life again
but coming back to think about your plans and think about the steps this time,
because the busy life is not making any progress to make you FEEL better
you need to feel better NOW
you feel a sense of urgency to do more, have more, be more
you continue to be in two boats mentally
but you know you need to find a balance
because you cannot drop your responsibilities
and you cannot go on without doing something for yourself
the concept you find:
-you need balance
-you need to start valuing your time.
You think more about this
you keep thinking about it, observing your days
knowing this is going to be hard
but you make up your mind anyway
you take out time for yourself everyday
you sketch something down every day
you realize the time will always be the same every day
you have to find time in the moments you get
these moments are crucial,
to bring you peace
you write, you action, you plan, you think ahead in these moments,
this is the biggest mental barrier you cross: knowing it is all about how You move, how you do, how you TAKE ACTION EVERYDAY
no matter how much time you spend thinking and observing and wishing,
nothing changes, nothing moves,
unless You do.